Drop Off

ep·ic (pk)
n.
1. An extended narrative poem in elevated or dignified language, celebrating the feats of a legendary or traditional hero.
2. A literary or dramatic composition that resembles an extended narrative poem celebrating heroic feats.
3. A series of events considered appropriate to an epic: the epic of the Old West.

Had a meeting with Rochelle my bank manager who was extremely annoyed with my current state of finance. I'm pretty sure it was contempt I saw in her eyes.
"You pay £3 a month insurance for your laptop? when you can get it in a package here for free"
"You don't have Any savings...let me get this straight. No savings?"
"Your company doesn't have a pension scheme? Oh your not sure...rigggghhhhhht." sigh.

"You know someone your age should be thinking about saving towards a mortgage or a life plan, what if you died unexpectedly your parents are entitled to a pay out blah blah blah"

Thats when it hit me I'm fricking old how did that happen? bloody 25 years of age and I have escaped all responsibilities expected from a girl my age. No man No career No children No House (?!) I have no desire to own a house or be in a fulltime relationship or start saving for my death, you leave it all behind when you die anyway, I like wasting my money on living my half-assed hobo life Thank you very much Rochelle.

I live in the moment with every paycheck I earn I just didn't think life was gonna be this epic. Kinda like people in times gone by who used to think the earth was flat and you drop off at the end and refused to think about it. I thought once you finished University you just drop off at the end and still refuse to think about it.

I still feel like I'm 18. I act, dress, talk like I'm 18.It's like my mental growth stopped at that age and I can't move on.

I hate being responsible but I suppose you gotta grow up sometime so why not with the professional help of Rochelle the Dissaprover.sigh.

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